Questioning A lot

I just don't understand a lot of things right now. WHY?? Is something that I cannot figure out for the life of me. I know there is a time for everything and it will all happen in the right time but, try telling that to my heart because I can tell it and it won't listen to me. I wish it would.

Prayer

Things in my life have been crazy here lately and I find myself feeling really negative about things, where I was ALWAYS MRS. POSITIVE. (One the things Nick loves about me). I find that when I am around negative too long then I started to down EVERYTHING and I sooo dislike that and the person it makes me. Last night I spent two hours in prayer about this and this morning I feel soooo refreshed. I am turning back into Mrs. Tiffany Sunshine (nickname my mom gave me LOL). There is always sooo much negative to go around so, I am going to knock out the negative with a BIG DOSE OF POSITIVE and PRAYER. Today is going to be a great day!!!! =D

I AM PROUD MOMMY!!!!

JAMES POOPED IN THE POTTY!!!!!!

This is what happened.... We had just got home from LOWES, and when I went to get James out of the car, he said potty and I said do you have to potty and he said yes. So we came upstairs and I put him on the potty. James sat their for a minute and then got up and said done. I asked him if he was finished and he said No and got back on the potty and then he farted, LOL and then he said YEAH!! I said did you poop? and he said yes and GUESS WHAT???? HE DID!!!!!!! I cannot tell you how proud I am right at this moment. =D I am sooo proud. We are not potty training per say but he knows what to do and has done it all by himself a couple of times. I am letting him be the leader on this one. =D Okay I am one proud mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Sorry =(

If I offend anyone. I in no way what anyone to think I was putting down on anyone. I wasn't I was just venting and I should have deleted instead of posting it. I just dislike being made to feel bad, or being made to feel I am a bad mom. That just really kills me. It cuts the deepest that is for sure.

I honestly I hope I didn't hurt anyone with my vent. Sorry if I did.

WHY????

That is my question??? Why do women feel the need to pick on each other? Why are we not supporting each other instead of bringing each other down? I just don't understand that at all. That is my biggest pet peeves. I just don't understand. Okay I have said that already. LOL But, you can see this gets to me. Someone told me that I am a PART TIME MOM!!!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!

Yes I work and my son goes to daycare but, I am a FULL TIME MOM. Just because my son goes to daycare doesn't mean I am a horrible mom or person or that my son will turn out bad because I work. Why do people feel the need to put me down, I don't get it. I have NEVER put down someone who stays home or would I. Every family has to do what is best for their family. I am a GREAT MOM, I love my little boy like no tomorrow. He is my MIRACLE BABY!!!! I am the one who is their when he gets up at night and needs to be rocked and cuddled, I am the one who wipes away tears when he gets hurt, I am the one who will play peek a boo for hours, I am the one who makes whale noises and makes bath time fun, I am the who takes care of hurts, I am the one who will read Veggies Tales and the Bible to him, I am the one who makes Larry and Bob come to life, and I am the one at the end of day who James wants to put him to bed. I am the mommy, A FULL TIME MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay sorry this was a vent this gets to me sooo bad. I just wish we (stay at home moms and working moms) could just respect each other instead of trying to hurt one another and having I am better than you attitude with each other.

Getting Started =D

I have a couple of friends who have blogs and just wanted to see what the fuss was all about. LOL I am not a great writer, when typing I mispell words and leave words out all together. So, ahead of time I am sorry about that. I love talking and I never shut up sometimes. I start on one thought and end on another. So, while reading this blog if you say where is this going I don't know either so don't ask me. LOL My life is very busy but, I truly love it that way. We are always on the go.

I have a couple of GREAT friends. I am a very special one who is helping me realize that I am great just the way I am. When I talk to her I feel refreshed and renewed. I leave feeling great about myself as a wife and mother. That is sooo hard to find when it comes to friends. I don't think she realizes how wonderful she is. I know I haven't told her. I am sooo thankful we have become friends over the last 2 months. If you are reading this, THANK YOU!!!!! You came in my life at a time when I needed a true friend, one that didn't judge and just loved. You will never truly know what a blessing you are in my life. LOVE YOU!!!!!

That is all for now, I think I am going to like this. =D